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Billie Jean Is Not My Lover

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 3:30 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Reading: Apache - Ed Macy
  • Drinking: Coke :D
I keep a journal, of memories.
I'm feeling lonely.
I can't breathe.
Fall to pieces, I'm falling.
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling.
Every time I'm falling down, all alone, I fall to pieces.



We've been through this such a long long time, just trying to kill the pain.

:ambulance:


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Before I carry on with this journal... I have to quickly mention Michael Jackson.
He wasn't really my taste, apart from a few songs.
But I can not dispute the fact that he was an icon and a legend, and neither can you.
He was a proper entertainer, to that standards of Freddie Mercury... he knew how to put on a show, and his music videos were amazing.
His reputation may have been tainted by eccentric behaviour and accusations.
But he was immensely talented and broke barriers, and noone can take that away from him.

Anyway.
The reason I wanted to make a journal.
Is I have one of the best friends ever.
I'm a bit down at the moment, as you know, and I was on MSN telling this person why.
Him; Right, bit of a dilema.. Kinda promised someone I'd be somewhere else 15 minutes ago.
But I don't wanna leave you when you're sad, so want me to take my laptop?
Me; You don't have to.

And he did :)
I'm so glad I got to speak to him =]





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I don't know who's running the show. I don't know why I was chosen. I bounce around from place to place. I do everything I'm supposed to do, at least, the best way I can. But I don't know who to do this one. I mean, you gotta help me!

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  • Current Residence: Between Thurso and Bridgwater
  • Interests: Drama. Millitaria. Millitary aircraft. Music. Physics. Chemistry. Latin. Fencing. Boxing. Darts.
  • Favourite movie: The Blues Brothers Movie, Top Gun, Full Metal Jacket and Good Morning Vietnam.
  • Favourite band or musician: Queen, Status Quo, AC/DC, Guns 'N' Roses & Nazareth.
  • Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock, Classic Rock, Rock, Rock 'N' Roll, Rythem and Blues, Blues,
  • Favourite artist: Scott Bakula, I mean, is there anything the man CAN'T do?! ...An actor's an artist right?
  • Favourite photographer: *Kaasutii
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition on my desktop, Windows Vista (puke lol) on my laptop.
  • MP3 player of choice: Purple Sony Walkman 8Gb
  • Wallpaper of choice: The Professionals
  • Favourite game: Professor Layton And The Curious Villiage
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jonny Bravo&&Scooby Doo
  • Personal Quote: "Here's a fucking gun. That's a Hercules. This is Iraq." - Ian Haddlesey

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Hi :wave:
Thu May 21, 2009, 2:02 PM
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You're such a beautiful womaaaan~ (That's another DBSK song :3)
Wed May 6, 2009, 7:30 AM
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Tue May 5, 2009, 6:32 PM
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Happy Birthday for yesterday... Even though I already said it... but ssshhh~
Mon May 4, 2009, 7:42 AM
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Haha, I never remember either... I see something I said, and I'm like, I don't remember saying that! Haha
Mon Mar 30, 2009, 7:37 AM
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Why can I never remember saying anything on here?!
Sat Mar 21, 2009, 9:56 AM
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I want to be subscribed again D: BOOHOOO
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*does not
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~kaasutii:iconkaasutii: You've got the wrong number so don't call me nooo moooore! I'm kidding! Don't stop calling :3 Wed Oct 15, 2008, 1:21 AM -- OCTOBER? It doesn't not seem that long ago that I fell in love with that song!
Sun Feb 1, 2009, 1:47 AM

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Thank you for the fave!!! :D

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"As long as you live, keep learning how to live."

Seneca, c.4 BC-65AD (Roman dramatist, poet, statesman.)
thanks for the many faves!

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You're welcome.

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thank you sooo much for the faves babe. howr u doing anyways?

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"As long as you live, keep learning how to live."

Seneca, c.4 BC-65AD (Roman dramatist, poet, statesman.)
You're welcome.

Not very good I'm afraid.
Another set of medical tests have come back negative :(

Well, they found something.
But it's nothing to shout about because they don't know why it's happening.

I read your journal... I hope that things will be as easy as possible for you =/
I know what it's like to be in constant pain, but in my eyes, at least having a diagnosis means you'll be able to cope a bit more.

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
Yeh thats how I feel. On one hand it took away the hope i'd had for two years that it could be fixed. On another hand its gd to have som closure and to understand it. Iv spent years not knowing why i was being ill, going for test after test and u begin to get looks like, r u making it up? kinda thing and yet its pretty obvious im not but crap friends dont see that. Least lets u no hu ur real mates are. But yeh at least i can say, this is wat it is. read about it. please understand. now lets forget about it until its next an issue. lol

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"As long as you live, keep learning how to live."

Seneca, c.4 BC-65AD (Roman dramatist, poet, statesman.)
That whole thing you just said sums up exactly how I feel.
Except I haven;t had a diagnosis yet.
But you're so right, you do find out who you're real mates are, but I see that as a good thing, the way I see it, is if I hadn't been ill, and hadn't found out who my real mates were, then I'd still be wasting time on people who don't really like me lol

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
:D exactly

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B xxx


"As long as you live, keep learning how to live."

Seneca, c.4 BC-65AD (Roman dramatist, poet, statesman.)
Thanks for the fave :)

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Thank you so much for the fav! <3

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you're welcome

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
Thank you for faves, ploopy :3

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好きだ。
☆romance, love affairs, bullshit, wreckage, dissertation, bluffs, likes and dislikes, logic, cruelty...☆
›››the shriek of the internal organ microphone and the SOS of the tangled tape.‹‹‹
youure welcomee pishy :P

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
hey thanks for the fave on raf awac
Thanks for faving and watching! Very much appreciated!

You have a great gallery.
Likewise!!!

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
thanks for all the faves!

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No, that's it.
you're welcome

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
Thanks for the fave! :)
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Good artists copy. Great artists steal! Quote: Picasso
youre welcome

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
Hi, thak you SO MUCH for the EIGHT faves
You're welcome!!!

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.
thanks for the watch and comment
Same :)

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night - you're the wedding fairy.

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